That moment..

- September 19th -
I'm waiting for my audition. This is always the worst time. No matter how many visits to the toilet, you still have to go. Normally you're calm and serene, now your hands can't stop shaking and sweat is developing in every possible and undesirable place. You can sing like a mad(wo)men under normal conditions, but right now your voice is shaky and not at all what you want it to be.
And yet I continue to sign up for auditions! Failure after failure, one nervous breakdown after an other.. all voluntary.
Ok, I might be exaggerating a bit.. :) But still, waiting for the moment you hear your name is awful. I'm auditioning for a part in a new play based on 'The Winters Tale' by mr. Shakespear. I received a song and a dialogue to prepare for today. I know the lyrics and the lines and I made decisions about my character. Who is she? Why is she here?
Is this going to be enough? Are they going to like it?
Time will tell.

- September 20th -
Well, sadly I was not what they were looking for. I did, however, learn something new. I should be different. I should find something that makes them (the people on the other side of the table) remember me. What that might be is something to find out. I got my work cut out for next week!

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