New challenges.
I'm only a few months away from graduating from college and the stress has found me. It's not that bad, it's more the realisation of what lies ahead that scares me. Finishing my papers and projects is just simply forcing myself to sit behind my computer and to stay focused. Not that hard and no fun, but necessary.
But what happens after all of that has passed is what scares me. Only a few months left before the real world comes to take me along for a never ending ride. And yes, that also means opportunities, fun, work, money and what not. It is mainly the insecurity of it all that makes my heartbeat rise ever so slightly.
But fear is never the path to follow, so the idea is to grab my fear by the nuts and face it. Somehow. I'm working on it.
I'm only a few months away from graduating from college and the stress has found me. It's not that bad, it's more the realisation of what lies ahead that scares me. Finishing my papers and projects is just simply forcing myself to sit behind my computer and to stay focused. Not that hard and no fun, but necessary.
But what happens after all of that has passed is what scares me. Only a few months left before the real world comes to take me along for a never ending ride. And yes, that also means opportunities, fun, work, money and what not. It is mainly the insecurity of it all that makes my heartbeat rise ever so slightly.
But fear is never the path to follow, so the idea is to grab my fear by the nuts and face it. Somehow. I'm working on it.
For now I'll focus on getting my bachelors degree in musical theatre, which is hard enough as it is :)
*sigh* ... I just don't know. (Being all dramatic because of major in musical theatre. Who knows, maybe it'll help :D)
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