In love

It's been a crazy couple of weeks!

With a small set back on my eating issues, working non stop, having great times with amazing people and my sister giving birth to the most wonderful creature on planet earth I haven't found the time to write down even a small amount of words these past.. few days? I don't even know how long it's been!

Time is flying by.

Thankfully I'm learning what to appreciate and what to ignore. I first had to learn to feel again and now I have to learn that most feelings are temporary anyways, so they're not the most important thing in the world. It's important to be aware of how you feel about certain situations and people, but it can't be your only guide.
I'm all for following your gut feeling, but sometimes you need to let the bigger picture be your guide in making big decisions.

One thing I do know for sure is that I am in love. Head over heals from the minute I met him.
My nephew, Jamie.
His full name is James Aaron and my sister and brother in law made a beautiful mix of their genes with the little one! He is soft and beautiful and tiny and very much asleep whenever I get to see him, but that's ok. He's only 3 days old.
I just want to squish his little tiny cheeks and give him thousands of kisses, such a proud auntie, honestly words can't describe how I feel. I try to describe it, but I mostly fall silent and just smile :)

So yeah. Crazy, wonderful times.

Love,
Anouk